tell me i'm special

pick me, pick me, P I C K MEEEE

i heard someone say something in a meeting that sent fireworks off in my skull.

i’ve been dragging my feet re: sobriety. i’m overworked and over-tired, and i don’t have the same enthusiasm for sobriety and my program as i did at the start. i’m less desperate. i’m farther away from my bottom, so i don’t feel fear as much as i once did. not only because my…